Monday, December 27, 2004

Sick and Tired

I am just sick and tired of alot of things.....namely being fat. I hate it more than anything. I was always overweight...just a little. I would kill to be that weight again. In high school I was 163..I was depressed about that then..now...I would shit my pants if I weighed 1-anything! I hate having thyroid issues. Why Me? What did I do to deserve to have thyroid cancer? I think that is God's way of saying I am meant to be a big fatso for the rest of my life. OK..I am done feeling sorry for myself..I am going to lose 20 pounds...then I will go from there.....When I am down to under 200..I will tell you what I was up to.....Did I say I hated being fat?!?! AHHHHHHHHHH!

3 comments:

Deb said...

Hang in there, Connie. I can totally understand what you're going through. Be strong! Happy Holidays!

Connie said...

Thanks Deb...I am hangingh in there..and as of January 1st..I am going to be on a big diet...I am excercising and I WILL Love it...maybe not..but it sounds good..haha!

Connie said...

Thanks for the encouragement! I figure I will need it soon! I think I know more than the doctors sometimes..but they listen to me for the most part. It has been 8 years since I had my thyroid removed..and it has been a long struggle to stay positive about stuff. But..I am ready to lose the weight I gained while I was sick. Thanks again!!!