Happy New Year

Hey everyone...surprise its me..lol!!

I hope everyone had a great New Year's Eve..mine was ok. I had a small party here. None of my friends ever come..so I guess that makes me a loser. Whatever! My husbands family was here and my nephew..thats it.

Just to update you all on Jennifer's friend. He is doing great! He is done with the first round of chemo and he has moved into an apartment at St. Judes.

I had to completely restore my computer last week. I had so many spyware things on it that it wouldn't work anymore..now we have a million antivirus/antispyware/firewall things set up that I can't do half of what I used to..lol!

I want to thank all of you that sent me a card for Christmas. This year I am in lala land...I swear! I am in a bah humbug mood. I had everything down the morning after Christmas. I am just not into it anymore. I think I need some medication...no kidding. I could just stay in bed all day and not give a shit. Somedays I just want to scream FUCK OFF to everyone. But that isn't me..I get up and take all of the shit that people give me..and I act like I like it. I have to..that's the rules. I have to take it all and I cannot give any in return. hmm...not fair. I am the scapegoat for the house..anything wrong?..Blame Me! Can't find your wallet? I must have it. Can't find your keys? I must have them. Can't find the phone? I must have it. So on and so on......

Can I run away? I could follow Def Leppard around...they don't seem to mind. I think they like it...I want to run away to Spain. It seems nice there..and warm. I could live in a villa and blast Slang all day. That is where they recorded it..so the neighbors will like it. I could talk to myself all day and do whatever I want without anyone questioning me and there wouldn't be any karate,music lessons,dinner to cook, clothes to wash,floors to mop.....

Someday.......maybe in 2006